I had a scan this morning. A scan I had been dreading for the past few days, although I didn't know why.
I guess I did know, deep down. I knew something anyway. I had a feeling something had changed.
I saw my baby, tiny and adorable...
There was no heartbeat.
I stared at the screen, just stared and stared. I wanted to memorize his shape, burn that picture into my memory. Because I already loved you.
Too bad I already loved you.